Step 7 - Keep calm, it's not all that bad

I've just consider calling a "student help line". About two weeks ago I considered joining in it to help other people and now I felt I was the one in need of help. I may be pitying myself, but not that much.

There is worse. I'm feeling bad but it could be worse. There is a limit in my self pity.

But I still carry the idea of calling them.

Step 6 - Take a break

For once, I'm going to do something I don't even allow others to do. I'm going to pity myself. Just for once, I won't try. I have few energies left and much to do. This time, I won't come up with a solution. I'm just going to give in. Just for tonight, at least, and I'll see how I feel in the morning.

Step 5 - Hold it up together

It's late and I have to be up early tomorrow. Even though I'm quite tired I cannot fall asleep tonight.
I don't think I'm strong enough to hold it up much longer all by myself. For the first time, I don't think I'm strong enough.

I need someone.